That's absolutely ok if you don't make it, you're the creator after all, you know what's best!!
I just always thought it would be like the game started leaking into the real world and stuff, I'm not very creative so I definitely couldn't think of a cool story like yours, but it makes alot of sense if that isn't the direction you want the game to go, I'd gladly read the novels, this game was such an amazing experience I'd love to read them, I wish I could donate some money but I'm broker than broke, I'll definitely check out Neon Moon as soon as I can.
A dream job I have is being the lead designer of a game, like the person that thinks up all the ideas for the game, the story the characters etc, sadly due to alot of stuff with the current world events that won't be happening for a while, if it even ever does happen :/
Also don't worry about disappointing me or anything, you didn't! It may suck a bit knowing it might not ever come out, but not all hope is lost, I still can replay the game whenever and read the novels once they're ready! The only thing you did is exite me for those and your new game! I'll be sure to check up on them both regularly!
You made an amazing story and it's perfect just how it is, u wouldn't have it any other way!
As long as you're chosing what you think is best for your amazing story, then that's what I'm rooting for! Thanks so much for taking the time out of your day to reply, I hope you have an amazing day, I'll be sure to start donating ad soon as I can, you deserve it!
-Evie